A Simple Thing Called Love

what do i say?
im like really sad now.
i havent msged her for quite some time now.
and when i logged on the net and saw the thing she sent,
i dnoe why but it juz made me feel worse.
im feeling terrible now, i swear its like TERRIBLEHORRIBLE.
i have feelings for her man, i knw it.
and im trying to control my emotions.
i asked her a ques juz now.
i knew the answer but i wanted to hear it from her.
that will remind me of the harsh reality.
and true enuff, it was juz like i expected.
haiz, i dnoe larh.
and guess what.
shes not letting go afterall.
aiya fck it larh.
seriously, things hv been really bad.
and i badly need someone but i cant open myself up.
i used to talk to her when i was down.
but she doesnt care and she never did.
i cant refer to her as b4 coz she knws its her mann.
how i wish RIS was here to give me advice.
but no, he isnt here too.
tskk.
school tmrw.
im definitely going.
hope that at least she will cheer me up.
but the sad thing is, im gonna be limping.
cheer me up sweets. (:

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